I hear you are mad at me

I’ve been told that you were mad at me, and to be honest, I’m a little confused by that. I was thinking about you and me, about all I’ve ever done for you. And the times you talk with me about what’s on your mind, or what your going thru. I can’t think of any reason for you to be mad. I remember when I formed your body from the dust of the earth. Did you know that I actually left my place in glory and gave you special attention? Did you know that with my hands I lovingly traced out your shape? I designed you with such precision that all of creation stepped back in awe! Then I even worked in some special things to make you happy and give you pleasure. For example, a tickle, that makes you laugh. Or the way a feather feels when you gently touch it against you skin. Have you ever had a kitten purr next to you as it sleeps? I did that for you. I didn’t have to, but I knew you would like it. But now I understand that you are mad at me. That makes me sad because I don’t know why.

I didn’t force you to do anything. I always present you with a choice – Good or evil. I would wish you to always choose good, but cannot force you. I didn’t create you to be my slave. The things you go thru are because of your own doings. The short amount of time you spend on earth is for a purpose if you choose to fulfill it. Or you can just live and enjoy yourself until your time is up.

When I saw that you cannot make it on your own, I provided a way. Some people say I sent my Son to be your savior. Well that’s not entirely true. Actually I sent myself. I left my throne in glory and became like you. I wanted to know what kind of things you would go thru. I wanted to experience it for myself. Once I understood, I was able to fix it so you don’t have to suffer. I was willing to suffer for you. I took on your pain. I took on your suffering. I paid the price for your mistakes even before you made them. So why are you mad at me?

Did you know that when my time on this earth was accomplished, I could have just left? But no, I allowed my own creation to destroy me. Did you know that they tore the beard out of my face? Did you know they beat me up until I wasn’t recognizable? And if that wasn’t enough, they put me on a cross to suffer for 6 more hours, then finally stabbed in my side. You know what? I did that for you. I didn’t want you to be sick, or to suffer anything. I thought I made that clear when I offered you my gift of salvation. Did you know I have stationed Angels all around you to protect you? Did you know that I command your heart to beat? I call every breath in and out of your lungs. Have you ever seen the wind blow thru the branches of a tree? That’s me. I fixed it so you can watch creation praise me. The sunsets, the breezes, the butterflies that float from flower to flower. It’s all me. I left clues everywhere and in everything of how much I am involved in your everyday life. So please tell me why you are mad at me.

Is it because YOU made a decision that backfired? Is it because YOU allowed certain things to come to pass? I forgive you of all your sins. I love you more than life itself. I will do anything for you except remove your problems from you. If I did that you would not learn and become strong. You would not be able to help others because you would have no experience’s.

Guess what? I have prepared a place for you that pass’s all understanding. You’ve heard of it, Its called Heaven. It’s where I live. You can be with me. I cant even describe its beauty because you would not be able to understand it. It’s ultimate peace. It’s ultimate contentment. It’s free of problems, sickness, sorrow. I cant wait to see you here. I am coming soon to get you. I’m not mad at you.

So, why are you mad at me?