I find myself waiting around
for you
That's one hell of a way
To make myself blue
Reality finally slapped me
in my face
But it's those loving feelings
I can't seem to erase
I don't want to let go
I keep hoping someday
I can let my feelings show
But will that someday ever
come
The whole thing seems so
impossible
When you look at it in the
long run
I don't want to cheat myself
Out of something I could
have gained
But what do I do
With this self-imposed pain
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