'Take care of my son'

Broadway musical vs real life­

Where do they meet?

Stephen Sondheim is an obvious answer.

But Michael Bennett's life and untimely death (in Tucson) bore more closely to my life, although we never met.

A Chorus Line

Picture it ­ NYC 1975.

To further my Too Gay musical theater interest, I ditched my Manhattan job one afternoon to take in another performance of A Chorus Line alone at a cheaper matinee at the Shubert Theatre on Broadway.

The audience was matinee-typical -- suburban middle class. I could feel from my balcony seat that this audience was not prepared.

The performance went superbly (as you will recall without intermission). The audience tepidly applauded at appropriate times, but never enthusiastically.

The Climax Approaches

So I began to steel myself for the climactic Jewel Box monologue scene where character Paul San Marco (played by Sammy Williams) tells his story of growing up Too Gay.

I was curious to see the audience reaction of a Gay story told with heart-wrenching theatricality. But I was also fearful because I knew I would have to applaud like a Too Gay theater diehard and stand up proudly to this suburban milieu.

After all, I'd suffered through sidewalk harassment and had things thrown at me as a Too Gay man in Manhattan.

The audience appeared stunned and remained totally silent at the end of the scene when the Director comes onstage and embraces Paul San Marco,

Truly, I waited ­ so I wouldn't be the first to applaud.

I Kept Clapping

But, I had no choice. I could not let Sammy Williams' performance, and the emotional climax of the show, go without reaction.

In that way that a stressful time seems interminable, I was too anxiety-ridden to look around me to see my seat mates' reaction. I only knew that I had to applaud.

Too Gay and Proud

Finally, the audience joined in.

I could not let this audience escape a glorious Gay theater moment. I'm proud I helped make their theater experience real.


Some more Hoofer anecdotes

The Album Omnipresent

I was not plugged-in enough to get tickets to the downtown early-1975 run of A Chorus Line but attended Broadway performances several times with bells on.

I recall that first summer the musical engulfed Broadway. Weekends, while walking down the boardwalk at The Pines, one could hear the album blaring through the hedges from practically every house.

Michael Bennett and several cast members could be seen on the beach and boardwalk throughout the summer. With Mondays off, most Broadway performers trekked out late Saturday night to enjoy the weekend until Tuesday.

Freezing in Place

My favorite obscure A Chorus Line road performance was in the early 90's at the outdoor park theater in San Diego. Lumbering jumbo jets roared overhead almost close enough to touch from your seat since the airport was only thousands of yards away.

The Stage Director monitored these landings and used a stop light sort of system to freeze the performance while a plane was thundering overhead.

It was A Chorus Line in tableau.

RIP Chris Chadman

Dancer, leading man and choreographer Chris Chadman was a pal in the mid 70's. He had recounted a story about realizing he was Gay during his participation in the workshops on which A Chorus Line is based. Parts of his own story were woven into the musical.

I lost touch with Chris and was sorry to see him listed several years ago in an AIDS annual of Entertainment Weekly.

A Chorus Line

Delivered by character Paul San Marco (onstage) to the Director (offstage), the monologue climax: 

We were working the Apollo Theatre on a Hundred and Twenty-Fifth Street. Doing four shows a day with a movie. It was really tacky. The show was going to go to Chicago. My parents wanted to say goodbye and they were going to bring my luggage to the theatre after the show.

Well, we were doing this oriental number and I looked like Anna May Wong. I had these two great big chrysanthemums on either side my head and a huge headdress with gold balls hanging all over it. I was going on for the finale and going down the stairs and who should I see standing by the stage door ... my parents.

They got there too early. I freaked. I didn't know what to do. I thought to myself : "I know, I'll just walk quickly past them like all the others and they'll never recognize me." So I took a deep breath and started down the stairs and just as I passed my mother I heard her say : "Oh, my God."

Well ... I died. But what could I do? I had to go on for the finale so I just kept going.

After the show I went back to my dressing room and after I'd finished dressing and taking my makeup off, I went back down stairs. And there they were standing in the middle of all these ...

And all they said to me was please write, make sure you eat and take care of yourself. And just before my parents left, my father turned to the producer and said:

"Take care of my son ..." That was the first time he ever called me that ... I ... ah ... I ... ah. (breaks down)


Here's a link to a glorious tribute:

Chorus Line Tribute

 

 

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